HeartFelt .

I don't get it,

I really,really don't get it..

What's with people that keep on scolding others?

What's with people that steals others?

What's with people who talks too much?

What's wrong with you guys..

Why does others can't keep their mouth shut.

Why can't I live in peace.

Why can't I do whatever I want.

That's just so wrong..

Even though I hate it, I'll resist it. I don't fucking mind.

What's with these tears? Did YOU overdid it?

Did you think before you talk?

I wished I could fucking screw you guys.

Those who never tripped before, never knows what is it like.

Tears soaking wet my hair, making it salty..

Do I have to go through this terrible life?

Maybe, maybe not.

I wish I could pretend longer, but I can't.

Somebody, save me..From this feeling...

Shana

Sorry can't be an excuse, right?

17/5 Happy Teacher's Day.

Happy Teacher's Day
教师节快乐！

Huhuhu, 一年一尺的教师节又到了。
总不能怪妈咪忘记买食物，妈咪，辛苦了！
教师节，快快乐乐的，被小瓜瓜弄得笑嘻嘻。
妈咪要去本珍，所以下午可不能来。
上了上几堂课，下课咯！

看见底班的学生从课室匆出来，我的天啊。。
苏老师又给很多功课，真是的，不可以给我们度过一个好好的教师节吗？
算了算了，越想越生气..

我，美贤和阿曼就下楼办公室去宋老师礼物。可惜啊， 我没有带
就站在门前等那几位“小姐”把礼物送上。
Cikgu 很吓人嘞。我一转升就看到他。
Goosebumps 来了。 x___x;;

过后我们就上楼，不动要做什么。久等梅县把它带的“巧克力”面包吃完。
微微小姐就突然上楼。 看到杨宏一个男的，就开了玩笑。

-敲敲-
小荔荔上来咯，要找大荔哥哥。
女生就傻傻的，作弄他。 我看大很可怜，就从楼上找找哥哥。
一听到他的笑声，就知道他在楼下， 我就蹲下来，向弟弟说：“大荔在楼下，搬东西”

别的女生就看着我，说我“什么什么喜欢谁”。 有够白痴
我心想：“我就是...."还是算了吧。 很讨人厌嘞...

过后我和微微小姐下楼板我们的食物。 送你两个字 ： 麻烦。
微微还很好心地帮忙我搬一些零食， 多谢多谢 xD

致词过后，
开始吃咯！我第一个就吃...小猴子的"烤"米粉, 一级棒!
乖乖的我,分一些水给老师(其实,我一点也不乖 ;A;)
顺便跟老师们讲一个"教师节快乐!"

吃了4碗的"烤"米粉! 包得很想吐 x____x
我很饿得嘞..
不能怪我 ;A;
别的男孩子怪怪的. 我很饿得嘞..
=3=

过后, 一些"推销员" 来找我,看我吃将多,以为我还要吃,
一口拒绝了, Sorry abang adik, Saya full full LOL.
大荔找我,我就看到那可怜的份上,才吃得嘞.
大荔推销得很惨嘞, 生意差倒要找后面的 Jaga 吃,
最后还不是给冯老师拿光 xD

过后就收工, 老师很可怜,要在教师节时,办那些贵重的桌子.
爱莫能助的我, 哎..

我生编袋煮的饼干其实是要分给我班的同学, 还是同情老师, 送给他们好了.
老师看到我带着那么大的饼干纸袋, 好心好意的帮我派给教师们
"谢谢!" 我说道.
"我也很感谢你,_ _"
老师第一次亲口跟我道谢, 感动极了 xD
过后, 我们回班咯.

--
哦还有,
彦老师: 快点唱!
_ _：叫她！
彦老师: 快点！

彦老师 抢了麦克风
HAP- 跑了

_　_: BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

我： LOLOLOLMFAORLFFF.MYGAWD.

--

Funeral. 15/5

Cousin's Grandfather Passed away.

Me, Granny and Mi went to Pontian to attend a funeral.

And I saw my lovely aunts there, excited much?

Then my aunt changed the topic to childrens, which my mom hit me with a cane yesterday ;___;

lmfao.

I'm twelve, mom. I know what my mind says and I understand what I do,

She just, can't forget the fact that I'm already twelve, not some kindergardeners.

Sheesh.

And blah until me and my mum cried LOL. (we have the best relationships >:D)

sob sob..

Well, it somehow rained a little, hazing..

And I just saw my cute little cousin(Qlin).

She hugged me with joy :D.

Her sister, (Meeboo <>

just sit there, ignoring me. So I just, dc her la aiyo..

HC leh, no words to describe him

His grandfather passed away, all thinking about is HOMEWORKHOMEWROKHOMEWORK.

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

I don't know whether it's a good or bad thing.

Late night,

My uncle (their father),

(IDC whether he likes as a niece or what, but he's always quiet and stuff to me)

took us to his friend's restaurant,

Dude, gotta' admit it, don't underestimate the looks of the restaurant, the seafoods there are better than the others.

DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-Licious :9

So close on vomitting. ;_____;

Pity mi,

she have to drive the car home. Which is like, 2hrs ride?

Tchyea.

R.I.P Grandpa. + + +

;___;

Shana,

Forever a loser.

I still hate you KTL ._.

:F

Haylloooos.

Day;; 11th May

Im regressing nowadays..

I cant pass my homework in time and stuff, And always got scold by teachers.

What exactly happened?

I don't know..

Your life is perfect now...

But mine just died...

I can't be selfish, thinking you are mine.

But you're always, with her.

This morning, you don't give me that lovely "good morning" anymore,

and you gave it to her..

Today's cleaning day, I was holding that heavy pail in my hands,

You, didn't help me like you usual do.

Yet you, helped her.

You ignored all the things I've said, none replied.

All I did, was putting a fake smile on my face, acting like this was all a dream.

What did you promised me back then?

Was it all a lie?

I wished I was deaf and blind, so that I could not hear your voice anymore, and not seeing you together with her.

Edit`1,

The fish we get on our first trip, died.

Shana, FakeSmilee.

18:40p.m.

Bold all that apply.

You are female.
You are in high school.
You dropped out of high school.
You graduated within the last 5 years.
You live on your own.
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend.
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed.
You live within 20 minutes of your ex.
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours.
You have been to the movies within the last week.
You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year.
You have been a designated driver.
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it.
You have played strip poker.
You are Catholic.
You are atheist.
You recycle regularly.
You are a brunette.
You have dated a blonde.
You are friends with a redhead.
You are taller than your mom.
You have a checking account.
You’ve written a check for less than $5.
You have visited the Statue of Liberty.
You have visited the Eiffel Tower.
You have visited Big Ben.
You have visited the Colosseum.
You have visited The Great Wall of China.
You have never been out of the country.
You have been a waiter/waitress.
You own a Bible.
You own something with a Pentagram on it.
You have used a Ouija Board.
You have been a witch for Halloween.

You have been a zombie for Halloween.
You have been a Disney character for Halloween

You don’t celebrate Halloween.
You have your belly button pierced.
You have your tongue pierced.
You have your eyebrow pierced.
You have a Monroe piercing.
You have your nose pierced.
You have an ankle tattoo.
You have a wrist tattoo.
You have a back tattoo.
You have no tattoos.
You have more than 5 tattoos.
You straighten your hair.
You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.
You live somewhere that gets snow.
You celebrate Hanukkah.
You were at your own house last New Year’s.
You were at a bar last New Year’s.
You slept through last New Year’s.
You have worked on Christmas Eve.
You have worked on Christmas.
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today.
You were told by someone who’s not family.
You slept in your own bed last night.
You are dating the last person you kissed.
You regret kissing the last person you kissed.
You enjoyed your last kiss.
You are wearing a necklace right now.
You are wearing something red.
You are wearing something blue.
You are wearing something purple.
Your phone number ends with an even number.
You have kissed the last person you called/texted.
You are currently listening to music.
You are waiting for something.
You don’t like seafood.
You have eaten deer sausage.
You have given a complete stranger your phone number.
You have been hit on at work.
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you.
You have been whistled at.
You were creeped out by it.
You are a good speller.
You are very punctual.
You were dating someone in December of 2008.
You are still dating that person.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been cheated on.
You have been on a cruise ship.
You have camped out in your own backyard.
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you.
You are a Pisces.
You are a Leo.
You are a Capricorn.
You have Irish heritage.
You have Polish heritage.
You have Japanese heritage.
You have Israeli heritage.
You have German heritage.
You have Portuguese heritage.
You have French heritage.
You have Norweigan heritage.
You have Korean heritage.
You were born in May.
You were born in June.
You were born in October.
You wonder what will happen when you die.
You are afraid of the dark.
You write in all capital letters.
You have been told you have nice handwriting.
You have had a song written for you.
You have had a picture drawn of you.
You have curly hair.
You are wearing a watch.
You are wearing flip flops.
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked.
You know someone with the same birthday as you.
You are a morning person.
You are a night owl.
You slept in past 10am today.
You have big plans for next weekend.
You are thinking of someone right now.
Your job is stressing you out.
You don’t have a job.
You have never had a job.
You were fired from your last job.
You know sign language.
You made your bed today.
You will usually try something at least once.
You have been swimming in the last month.
You are pessimistic by nature.
You have taken a ballet class.
You have taken karate.
You have taken gymnastics.
You wish on shooting stars.
You wish at 11:11.
Your birthday has already come this year.
You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year.
You ended your last relationship.
Your ex ended your last relationship. (we both sorta dumped each other)
You are over your ex.
You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you.
You have let someone use you.
You have been in a physically abusive relationship.
You are engaged.
You are married.
You are divorced.
You have a child.
You were/are a teenage mom.
You were named after someone.
You like your name.
Your last drink was water.
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’.
You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going.
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’.
You are self-conscious about your body.
You have a hangover.
You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house.
You have pet fish.
You live on a farm.
You live in a trailer.
You live in Montana.
You live in South Carolina.
You live in Illinois.
You live in Maryland.
You live in New Mexico.
You have godparents.
Your parents are still married.
You have step-siblings.
You are the oldest.
You are adopted.
You have a twin.
You don’t want kids. (I don`t fucking know.)
You want more than four kids.
You have a bad temper.
You have made out with a complete stranger.
You usually make the first move in an intimate situation.
You regret losing your virginity.
You have worked with a Kayla.
You have gone to the movies with a Jared.
You have hugged a Lexie.
You have held hands with a Marcus.
You have dated a Rachel.
You have kissed a David.
You have ridden in a car with a Nicole.
You have had class with a Patrick.
You have gone out to eat with a Chloe.
You know a Kyle in the military.
You are related to a Julie.
You have gotten drunk with a Brent.
You have broken your arm.
You have had to get stitches on your face.
You have had an MRI.
Your fingernails are painted.
Your fingernails are painted black.
You like to read.
You like to cook.
You like to draw.
You can play an instrument.
You keep a lot of secrets from people.
You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you.
You don’t trust people easily.
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone.
You drive a car older than a 2002.
You have lost a friend you never thought you would.
You know a child who died of cancer. (In a way.)
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck.
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours.
You have cut your hair in the last week.
You wear glasses.
You have been pulled over for speeding.
You love to drive with the windows down.
Your favorite season is Autumn.
Your favorite color is orange.
Your favorite animal is a dolphin.
You last rode in a car with a relative.
You last rode in a car with a girl.
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating.
You regularly watch soap operas.
You love Italian food.
You love Mexican food.
You love Chinese food.
Your best friend is older than you.
You have to go to school/work tomorrow.
You answered every question truthfully.