Today, I'll make this clear.

June 03, 2010 00:42

I'll make this clear from now on,

The "Shana" before officially died,

The "Chia Huey" before has reborn'ed .

:)

"What does this make sense? YOU DIEDD?!?!?"

A: No, I'm just saying that I've changed my character :)

"WAIT, NO MOARR JOKES? >:"

A: Probably

"NOOOOOO"

A: Yess .

"wat a dik lol"

A: You too fella' x3

"oh fk hell no"

A: SHUDDAP DROO

"Why, all of a sudden?"

A: I noticed that I've changed alot since 2 years ago >: , so I r trying to be the "me" from 2 years ago, see if I could make a difference, and if I failed, I'll delete this thread/post. (:

That's stupid, I know (:

x. //死笨蛋

完了，完了，全都完了！

(Random)

其实……

我不懂该怎么讲嘞……

我觉得…… 我好像在吃_贤的醋…… 〉——〈

当_思叫_贤"堂嫂"时, 我的心都在碎了……

不懂该怎么办好了...

他的爸爸说他中学时要到华人中学去...

我又绝对不可嫩去那儿的嘞....

怎么办,怎么办?

我喜欢他,但它可能不喜欢我

但在那时的假期旅行时,她对我多好嘞...

猴子还好啦,他喜欢我>_<

还问我要喝他的"小麦草", 有够恶心 ._.

但是帅哥呢……

他以前对我很好，现在……

算了,算了,算了!

我好像在_贤的面前骂她死巴婆,狐狸精.

但是我不行,甚为学生嘞...

ERRGHHHH .!

好像跟她掐死 D:<

_思... 不要再伤我的心了啦...

你是知道秘密的人, 你还这样对我 .

真是赔了富人又折兵..

我一定要赢过两位的成绩!

表示我有努力给 他看!

X贤, 你给我记住, 我会报酬的.

:)

HeartFelt .

I don't get it,

I really,really don't get it..

What's with people that keep on scolding others?

What's with people that steals others?

What's with people who talks too much?

What's wrong with you guys..

Why does others can't keep their mouth shut.

Why can't I live in peace.

Why can't I do whatever I want.

That's just so wrong..

Even though I hate it, I'll resist it. I don't fucking mind.

What's with these tears? Did YOU overdid it?

Did you think before you talk?

I wished I could fucking screw you guys.

Those who never tripped before, never knows what is it like.

Tears soaking wet my hair, making it salty..

Do I have to go through this terrible life?

Maybe, maybe not.

I wish I could pretend longer, but I can't.

Somebody, save me..From this feeling...

Shana

Sorry can't be an excuse, right?

17/5 Happy Teacher's Day.

Happy Teacher's Day
教师节快乐！

Huhuhu, 一年一尺的教师节又到了。
总不能怪妈咪忘记买食物，妈咪，辛苦了！
教师节，快快乐乐的，被小瓜瓜弄得笑嘻嘻。
妈咪要去本珍，所以下午可不能来。
上了上几堂课，下课咯！

看见底班的学生从课室匆出来，我的天啊。。
苏老师又给很多功课，真是的，不可以给我们度过一个好好的教师节吗？
算了算了，越想越生气..

我，美贤和阿曼就下楼办公室去宋老师礼物。可惜啊， 我没有带
就站在门前等那几位“小姐”把礼物送上。
Cikgu 很吓人嘞。我一转升就看到他。
Goosebumps 来了。 x___x;;

过后我们就上楼，不动要做什么。久等梅县把它带的“巧克力”面包吃完。
微微小姐就突然上楼。 看到杨宏一个男的，就开了玩笑。

-敲敲-
小荔荔上来咯，要找大荔哥哥。
女生就傻傻的，作弄他。 我看大很可怜，就从楼上找找哥哥。
一听到他的笑声，就知道他在楼下， 我就蹲下来，向弟弟说：“大荔在楼下，搬东西”

别的女生就看着我，说我“什么什么喜欢谁”。 有够白痴
我心想：“我就是...."还是算了吧。 很讨人厌嘞...

过后我和微微小姐下楼板我们的食物。 送你两个字 ： 麻烦。
微微还很好心地帮忙我搬一些零食， 多谢多谢 xD

致词过后，
开始吃咯！我第一个就吃...小猴子的"烤"米粉, 一级棒!
乖乖的我,分一些水给老师(其实,我一点也不乖 ;A;)
顺便跟老师们讲一个"教师节快乐!"

吃了4碗的"烤"米粉! 包得很想吐 x____x
我很饿得嘞..
不能怪我 ;A;
别的男孩子怪怪的. 我很饿得嘞..
=3=

过后, 一些"推销员" 来找我,看我吃将多,以为我还要吃,
一口拒绝了, Sorry abang adik, Saya full full LOL.
大荔找我,我就看到那可怜的份上,才吃得嘞.
大荔推销得很惨嘞, 生意差倒要找后面的 Jaga 吃,
最后还不是给冯老师拿光 xD

过后就收工, 老师很可怜,要在教师节时,办那些贵重的桌子.
爱莫能助的我, 哎..

我生编袋煮的饼干其实是要分给我班的同学, 还是同情老师, 送给他们好了.
老师看到我带着那么大的饼干纸袋, 好心好意的帮我派给教师们
"谢谢!" 我说道.
"我也很感谢你,_ _"
老师第一次亲口跟我道谢, 感动极了 xD
过后, 我们回班咯.

--
哦还有,
彦老师: 快点唱!
_ _：叫她！
彦老师: 快点！

彦老师 抢了麦克风
HAP- 跑了

_　_: BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

我： LOLOLOLMFAORLFFF.MYGAWD.

--

Funeral. 15/5

Cousin's Grandfather Passed away.

Me, Granny and Mi went to Pontian to attend a funeral.

And I saw my lovely aunts there, excited much?

Then my aunt changed the topic to childrens, which my mom hit me with a cane yesterday ;___;

lmfao.

I'm twelve, mom. I know what my mind says and I understand what I do,

She just, can't forget the fact that I'm already twelve, not some kindergardeners.

Sheesh.

And blah until me and my mum cried LOL. (we have the best relationships >:D)

sob sob..

Well, it somehow rained a little, hazing..

And I just saw my cute little cousin(Qlin).

She hugged me with joy :D.

Her sister, (Meeboo <>

just sit there, ignoring me. So I just, dc her la aiyo..

HC leh, no words to describe him

His grandfather passed away, all thinking about is HOMEWORKHOMEWROKHOMEWORK.

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

I don't know whether it's a good or bad thing.

Late night,

My uncle (their father),

(IDC whether he likes as a niece or what, but he's always quiet and stuff to me)

took us to his friend's restaurant,

Dude, gotta' admit it, don't underestimate the looks of the restaurant, the seafoods there are better than the others.

DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-Licious :9

So close on vomitting. ;_____;

Pity mi,

she have to drive the car home. Which is like, 2hrs ride?

Tchyea.

R.I.P Grandpa. + + +

;___;

Shana,

Forever a loser.

I still hate you KTL ._.

:F

Haylloooos.

Day;; 11th May

Im regressing nowadays..

I cant pass my homework in time and stuff, And always got scold by teachers.

What exactly happened?

I don't know..

Your life is perfect now...

But mine just died...

I can't be selfish, thinking you are mine.

But you're always, with her.

This morning, you don't give me that lovely "good morning" anymore,

and you gave it to her..

Today's cleaning day, I was holding that heavy pail in my hands,

You, didn't help me like you usual do.

Yet you, helped her.

You ignored all the things I've said, none replied.

All I did, was putting a fake smile on my face, acting like this was all a dream.

What did you promised me back then?

Was it all a lie?

I wished I was deaf and blind, so that I could not hear your voice anymore, and not seeing you together with her.

Edit`1,

The fish we get on our first trip, died.

Shana, FakeSmilee.

18:40p.m.